I feel so very numb inside. I'm not sure what's going on. Sometimes I swear I'm bi-polar. My moods switch so quickly.
I want things with him to work out, but I'm having second thoughts on whether or not its worth putting forth so much more effort then he does.
I love working but these crazy hours are going to be the death of me.
I want to be on my own, but I don't. I'm afraid that if I live by myself the metaphorical walls will just come crashing down around me.
I need a vacation.
