Odd....

I find it odd how when we don't "condone" or "agree" with things other people are doing...its usually because we, ourselves, have been doing or done something along the same lines. We find ourselves angry and the project that on to the people around us rather than looking inwards and seeing what we don't like about ourselves.
Case in point; a "friend" of mine recently left my life...honestly, I couldn't be happier. But that is beside the point. During our last conversation, I told her she was toxic..to much drama...etc. I thought about it for a while....was I not the one feeding into it? I wouldn't have been overwhelmed with the drama in her life had I not pushed for more information. I find it amusing to read she doesn't "condone" what I am/was doing....and that I am such a liar...perhaps it is time for her to do some inward looking of her own.


***Went to court on June 14...all charges except one were dropped. 6 months probation and then I'm all done :)

Oregon in 2 weeks...cannot wait!!! I'm disappointed that Preston couldn't get the time off work to come up with us :( We have grown so much stronger and closer as a couple in the past while it is amazing...I don't want to be without him. We have made so much progress <3

My life is so fantastic now and I truly believe that everything happens for a reason.

Lyrics for every occasion LOL

~You taught my heart a sense I never knew it had.

*You're so angelic, your words so symphonic.

~We give each other the strength to make it through the darkness.

*You say you're done, you swear you've gave it up. Running in circles, you don't even care that you're going nowhere.

~I've broken both my legs falling for you.

*You lie through your teeth, you won't let me down, and you lie, I deserve better than this.

~Believe the news, I'm gone for good.

*I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more, is I would still die for you.